i really am that person that is nothing to anyone. like if i just stayed in my room for a couple weeks, didn’t go to school or speak to anyone, how long would it take for my friends to realise, or my family to see there’s something wrong, I’m trying so hard to be better and make myself someone, but it’s impossible, i was literally made to be a background character in everyone’s lives, im there to give a shit when someone’s hurt, or something bad has happened, and then after im done caring for them, i go home and go to bed and cry, like there is nothing more for me
i am that person that no one actually really cares about
It makes me really sad how girls grow up being taught that their virginity is this important precious thing to give to someone, and a boy will “take it”. Boys are told they that will one day “take” a girls virginity, But boys are never taught that their virginity is a gift as well, and that it’s an important thing to give to a loved one.
I’m that unimportant friend with no personality because no one really knows me. I’m the person that is there for everyone, listening to their problems and doing everything i can. I cannot remember the last time a ‘friend’ or anyone even asked me if I was okay.
its not fair that mitch is dead and people in my school are alive:/
just going to sit at home being a virgin for the rest of my life
someone lend me 50 shades of grey
i really want someone new. i want to meet someone and just slowly build up to just spending all my time with them and be able to have them over unexpected, like turn up at my door and just wanna hang out, and for me to not shower or put make up on and just invite them to sleep next to me and just have silence but like the type of silence that’s not awkward atall, like a really nice silence. and i can just say fuck you to all my friends that i never hang out with, because i have someone that wants to spend time with me and i want to spend time with them. and i don’t wanna shave my legs, i want to hang out with them and just be all normal and sleepy all day and just nice. like in movies when the person see’s someone and then they have that weird connection why is real life so realistic and shit
when i was younger i used to think only boys could masturbate
i wish i was stick thin
i feel like im definitely going to die alone and that im definitely never going to find someone that likes me and that sucks
blogging naked r/n
i think i watch sad movies deliberately so i can cry without feeling pathetic or selfish for crying about feeling sad
i wish i was one of those people that could just stop eating and not eat anything atall and get really skinny